Alright, out with babes to study in the afternoon. Went Buddy Hoagies, kinda great place to study. Hmmmm a little productive. Yes im still at governance, fts! I'm left with 9more days to n's? FUCK. i'm really afraid i won't be able to make it to sec5? How? i didnt really thought of going to ite. My prelims result sucks. Sucks to the hell. I thought i could do better. What happened to me this 2years? I've beeen not myself. My results were constantly dropping? how am i suppose to do? I think i got influenced. Really influenced.
COME ON XINZHU. BUCK UP AND REALLY STUDY. YOU HAVE NO OTHER WAY BUT TO GET INTO SEC5, GET THIS IN YOUR HEAD FUCK.
gonna study later. bye


i tried my best to ignore as much as i can.