Im still awake at this late hour! hahaha gonna start studying soooooon.

Alright, out with babes to study in the afternoon. Went Buddy Hoagies, kinda great place to study. Hmmmm a little productive. Yes im still at governance, fts! I'm left with 9more days to n's? FUCK. i'm really afraid i won't be able to make it to sec5? How? i didnt really thought of going to ite. My prelims result sucks. Sucks to the hell. I thought i could do better. What happened to me this 2years? I've beeen not myself. My results were constantly dropping? how am i suppose to do? I think i got influenced. Really influenced.
COME ON XINZHU. BUCK UP AND REALLY STUDY. YOU HAVE NO OTHER WAY BUT TO GET INTO SEC5, GET THIS IN YOUR HEAD FUCK.
gonna study later. bye


i tried my best to ignore as much as i can.

Nothing much going on this few days yeah. Going for night class now. ok bye


ps im sorry, shouldnt have gave you sucha high hopes for everything
Looking through those post. idk, felt something in my mind.
nah just wishful thoughts, it ain't for me
this isnt true, i believe.

<3

Well, so i went out with them in the afternoon. went to meet eunice in the morning, slack at mac with her and weihao. Nothing much, just joke around. lolol. Kay, then studied awhile and gave up.
Pepperlunch with glenda jeff and zhenhao. Then movie with them. Zookeepers was awesome with them. Home after:)

What's wrong with you? I can't seems to stand you anymore. You're getting way too over. I don't want you to be in my life. Fuck it _|_

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Geog and chinese was okay. Questions are direct, i hope i did well. Coming next are physics and amaths. Can't wait lahs haha. Watching on the fringe now on we. gotta prepare later then go back to school to study. hehe bye


p.s My personal opinion.
If regretting now why do you want to start at first?
Not everyone's given the second chance to repent.
If given, treasure it like gems.
b'cos you won't have the third chance given.
Nothing to say.

They are great team-mates i have ever met. We trained hard and work hard for our games. Although we didn't got into the semi's, it's still great to play together as a team. We have a good coach to train us. Well memories with them are unforgettable especially during our netball camp. That's when we felt every single one of them are important as part in our life. When we trained together, ran 9suicides together, so as a team. The bondings we had, the memories. Some of them are leaving northland sooon. kinda miss playing netball with them. We shall meetup soon yeah. haha ♥♥♥♥

My babes <3

Haha well went studies with them. Kinda great with them. Haha alright, ton on saturday night till sunday morning. was actually supposed to study. yet so not productive. Maths and eng paper2 today. Mum was like "jiayou jiayou jiayou!" before i went off to school. Felt happy. haha thanks mum, iloveyou<3 Its raining today, so coldddd zzz. haha alright gonna take my nap now and off to school later. bye peeps



p.s i love my b' div team forever<3

Hi im back. First day of prelims. English seems to be quite easy but screwed my ss! Shit, im dead.
Oh well pretty good start for eng yeah. I hope it goes well for my next other subjects. Praypraypray. hahah
Alright off to woodlands library now. bye.


Friends don't compare.

Start of my new journey

Oh cool. I just feel like creating another blog to note down my thoughts & feelings. Hope it works yeah. haha
ok bye. I'm off to school now